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So, in short? Fiji=Awesome, Honeymoons=Extra Awesome, Being Married?=THE MOST AWESOME THING EVER! Being back home in my bed is probably the best thing I've felt in a long time, not that the beds in Fiji weren't Heaven, trust me they were, they just didn't have the same feeling as being at home under my blankets with my puppies on it. Speaking of puppies...thank you Ally and Lacey (because I know you helped her) for taking care of all the animals while Hunter and I were away. I can't wait to get back to work, I really think I want to create a bridal line to go in my store seeing as I had WAY to much fun designing my own dress. Thats a one of a kind though, never again will it be sewn by me unless its for a daughter way in the future. The time in my loft above the store will be spent very wisely on my part I think, work was highly neglected while I was gone. Unfortunately? Hunters work feels the same, meaning hes working extra overtime...at least I think thats what they call it, in all reality its 'barely see my husband except for when I'm sleeping' time. Really can't blame him or his work...yet. That is exactly why part of me wishes we were still in Fiji, if even for a day longer, but one day would lead into another and another and then I'd never have come back, and if I'd never come back I'd have never found out that JESSE IS GOING TO HAVE A BABY! MY BEST FRIEND! A DAD! ITS SO AWESOME! I mean...hes not going to have the baby, Jade is, BUT STILL! That is so awesome! I already love the sound of 'Aunt Denim', how perfect is that????
Ahaaaaaaaaa, I really don't think I could get any happier at the moment.
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October 22nd, 2008 @ 6:39pm
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Things always have to go wrong at the last minute. Its like, the unknown part of Newtons Law.
Colton...how much do you love me?
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September 19th, 2008 @ 11:47pm
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My dress? I finished it! Its looks soooo good. Now all I have to do is NOT gain any weight between now and the wedding which is only....36! days away.
Mikaela and Ally...we need dresses for you!
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August 29th, 2008 @ 2:56am
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July 29th, 2008 @ 6:52pm
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THURSDAY IS THE MOST EXCITING DAY OF THIS WEEK!
And I shall have a party in celebration! Who wants to come? Who am I kidding! Everyones invited!....I just have to figure out where its going to be at. Hmmmm
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July 15th, 2008 @ 4:26am
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...OMFG!!!!LKAJSYUOWIEHNLKNM[POUASDLKJOGH-09U2!!!!!LKJASD;FKLJ2!;LKNJSD;FH!!!
I JUST GOT ASKED TO DESIGN A DRESS FOR A MOVIE PREMIERE!
HEEEEEEE!!!!!!
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May 29th, 2008 @ 1:17am
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Oh drunken best friends, how I love thee! Thank god Jesse didn't puke in Hunters car, instead he just passed out and I drove him back to my place so that he could sleep it off on the couch. He is going to be feeling it for sure. I haven't seen him that drunk in ages
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I don't know what to do here. Sure I'm more than happy to give him a place to stay when he's fighting with Jade but I don't think he should be here. I think he should be trying to work it out. Neither of them are thinking clearly, and while I can see where Jade is coming from she was wrong to place any of the blame on him if he wasn't kissing her mom. But Jesse shouldn't have run off to Chicago. They're both in the wrong but stubborn as hell so...I'm worried for him. For them. No girl but me that I know of has ever made him go get this plowed.
Does anyone have any suggestions?
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December 3rd, 2007 @ 11:38pm
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I went to lunch with Hunters mom today. She just called me up out of the blue and said she wanted some company. I happily accepted. I can't really say no to her now can I? I'm making her an outfit for an event that she was invited to. Monkey, it sounds to me like your moms going on a date. Speaking of dates I want one.
I also got my first shipment of designs in. They look amazing and I couldn't be more pleased with my progress. My stores going to be up and running before I even have the time to catch my breath.
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October 23rd, 2007 @ 10:30pm
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I'm dressing up for Halloween. And I have two choices for costumes.
ONE and TWO.
Which should it be?
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October 10th, 2007 @ 10:56pm
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Apparently I'm going to be flying to Mexico tonight.
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September 15th, 2007 @ 2:39pm
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With help from Hunter I managed to get all my design things into my shop. EEE! My shop. Okay, done spazzing.
I do find myself with a problem though, I have a completely empty room in my apartment.
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September 9th, 2007 @ 9:00pm
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He bought me a store....
A STORE!
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September 5th, 2007 @ 5:36pm
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If I ever get a have a runway show I want it to be as fun as this...
( Zippin Up My Boots )
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August 31st, 2007 @ 4:55am
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IF YPU LKE PINA COLAAAAAAAAADAS!!!
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August 27th, 2007 @ 1:29am
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Hey Oz?
Lets go out today?
To the zoo or lunch or even ice cream.
My treat!
I'm going to have to get a job soon, sell my apartment in Chicago maybe. I don't think I'm going back.
I finished a dress, from the fabric that jesse bought me to keep my occupied. I'm rather proud of it.
( The dress )
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August 25th, 2007 @ 7:36pm
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I went over to Mar the other day to give Jesse a break and we wound up dying my hair. I went into her bathroom and the color was sitting there so I stole, figured a change would be good for me. When it was done and dried I let her take photos from the bed, it made her smile since she hadn't done it in so long. The women even took the fan that was next to her bed and pointed it at me while doing it. She is such a spaz. Anyways...here are the photos. I'm not sure what I think, but I really needed something to change.
( The New Look )
{Private to Self}
Maybe this'll help me start getting over him. If I don't look the same, I won't think the same. I know its stupid, and it isn't going to work at all, but I've got to try something. Anything.
{/ Private}
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August 23rd, 2007 @ 5:34am
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{Oz Only}
I got your flight information. The plane will be leaving Chicago at 12:25am and you'll get here at 6:17pm. Its really only about a three hour flight but the time change makes it seem longer. I sent the tickets via FedEx so they should be there before six tonight, and I didn't know how long you wanted to stay so I figured we'd just buy your return ticket home when you get here.
Thanks for coming Oz.
It really means a lot to me.
You have no idea.
{/Oz Only}
{Private}
I suppose its about time I let myself start getting over him? Thats what everyone is telling me, but i don't want to listen. If I was suppose to be getting over Hunter I think I would have started falling for Jesse all over again...but I'm not. if anything he is becoming more of an older brother to me than someone I want to have a relationship with like I had with Hunter.
I miss him. So much that I still cry myself to sleep thinking about him. I hate being a baby about this, but i thought he was the only one for me. That he was going to be the one I finally settled down with and shared a life with.
Guess I should have known better.
{/Private}
Maybe I'll go out tonight.
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August 10th, 2007 @ 3:19am
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Hayley. Thank you so much. The blankets are amazing, and incredibly soft and they did in fact brighten my day. I'm wearing the green right now, and i'm using the other two as a pillow actually.
Tomorrow night Jay and I are going to Marissas (Yes Jay, I did just volunteer you). She owes me some snuggling the hoe.
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August 5th, 2007 @ 10:48pm
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Life fucking sucks.
The end.
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August 1st, 2007 @ 12:01pm
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.::Blocked from Hunter. Definitely blocked from Hunter::.</b>
I think I left him. I couldn't get his attention last night on my birthday let alone this morning when I came to say goodbye. That stupid fucking promotion is worth more to him than I am. Maybe its the fact that his little sister getting engaged after not even knowing a guy for a full month got my mind thinking...who knows really. All I know is that I love him, and this is killing me, but I"m pretty sure it has to be done. Happy fucking birthday to me.
I don't know how long I'm going to be in Seattle this time around, especially since I changed my mind and am bringing Mon the kitten and JD with me. Hope thats okay Jesse, and if not...well too bad.
Oz. If you could just keep an eye on my apartment, make sure it doesn't get broken into or anything I'd really appreciate it. You can even take the food and have it since I'm not going to be there to eat it. No use letting it spoil right? You know where the spare key is to get inside, just keep it for yourself until I come back to get it okay?
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July 30th, 2007 @ 1:08pm
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::Private to Marissa Self Marissa::
Tomorrow is my birthday, Hunter has yet to make any mention of it at all. From what I can tell he's just too focused on his work to pay any attention to his surroundings. For christs sake his sister is wearing an engagement ring and glowing and he hasn't made any mention of it at all! I think she likes it that way though so I haven't made any try to point it out to him.
Then there are the keys...specifically the key I gave him that I don't even think he has used. What was the point? I wanted to move our relationship further but instead it seems to be falling out of my reach, and I'm trying but I just feel like he isn't. How can I when the last time he told me he loved me was...I don't even know. I don't know what I'm going to do. I know that I love him, and that I don't want to be without him, but I can't be the only one in the relationship. This is the first one I've ever wanted to truly last and here it is just fizzling before my eyes and there is NOTHING I can do about it but leave before my heart gets more broken then it already is. But I don't want to. I don't know....I DON'T KNOW!
::End Private to Marissa::
I'm leaving for Seattle on the first to stay visit. Ally agreed to take care of the Kitten and JD for me so I'll be gone at least a week. Who knows. It might be more. I haven't decided.
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July 17th, 2007 @ 1:53pm
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I'm getting a tattoo.
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July 5th, 2007 @ 10:02pm
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My brothers coming in tomorrow, and I'm too excited to sleep even though I have to be up at the ass crack of dawn to get him. So here, I did the survey like Marissa told me too.
( So taboo )
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June 15th, 2007 @ 1:27am
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I really think it's about time I went on vacation.
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